Aquilo que sinto por ti

Este pequeno texto, não foi só inspirado na minha própria experiência, como pela experiência de algumas pessoas que se encontram perto de mim. Espero que gostem!

Aquilo que sinto por ti não desaparece, não se apaga como palavras num papel, nem se desliga como um electrodoméstico no qual carregamos num botão e já está.
Aquilo que sinto por ti não dá para esconder como uma sala proíbida da qual se fecha a porta e o que está no seu interior deixa de ter importância.
Não, o que sinto por ti não deixa de ter importância, está presente, é visivel e queima como um fogo.
O que sinto por ti é complicado e dificil de lidar. Não é como um caminho pelo qual podemos ou não escolher seguir.
O que sinto por ti é forte e premente e assombra todos os momentos do meu dia.
O que sinto por ti não esmorece, vai ficar vivo enquanto estiveres presente, e quando não estiveres, vai apenas diminuir até, sem aviso, voltar a agitar-me.
O que sinto por ti é um confronto entre querer e não poder.
O que sinto por ti é um dilema que me consome e que me abala até afastar todo o resto.
O que sinto por ti é inexplicavél, tal como a dor que sinto por não te ter comigo.
O que sinto por ti não é racional, porque se fosse há já muito tempo que não o sentiria.
Eu não escolhi sentir-me assim, foste tu qu me levaste a isto, e por muito que me afastes, por muito que me ignores, por muito que fujas, por muito que me magoes, não vai desaparecer.
O que sinto por ti consegue ser escuro e sombrio como a noite e claro como o dia.
O que sinto por ti define-me como Ser.
O que sinto por ti é forte e vai levar-me até ao fim.
O que sinto por ti é bem maior e bem mais forte que a imensidão, mas mesmo assim não me leva a desistir.
O que sinto por ti é o que me faz seguir e fazer tudo o que não posso nem devo.

O que sinto por ti é o que me faz continuar apesar de não sentires o mesmo por mim.

Pink - Porque tem haver comigo!

Aí está uma das minhas músicas favoritas, e já agora a minha cor também! ;-)

Divirtam-se!

I Could Use Somebody

Ésta é uma musica dos "Kings of Leon". Descreve um sentimento que é familiar a todos nós... Precisar de alguém.

Espero que gostem!





"Use Somebody"

I've been roaming around
Always looking down at all I see
Painted faces, fill the places I cant reach

You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you, And all you know, And how you speak
Countless lovers under cover of the street

You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you

Off in the night, while you live it up, I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shape the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice

Someone like me
Someone like me
Someone like me, somebody

Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody

I've been roaming around,
Always looking down at all I see

"I'm not broke, I'm a broken hearted man"

This is a verse of a song by "The Script" from "The man who can't be moved" .
There are some other verses that I will share with you in the lenght of these thoughts.
"I'm not broke,I'm a broken hearted man". This verse may have a lot of meanings, but to me, one of them is very clear. Sometimes when your heart has been broken, to the people that are outside,it may seem that some other thing has happened, and that alone can drive you crazy. To me, it happens often, but on the other hand,my heart is broken constantly. Sometimes I think that everyday someone brakes my heart. It's not funny, but this thought just made me smile, because it is a bit ironic, how can someone's heart be broken so many times, when they haven't broken anyone's heart? It's funny isn't it?
Well, this broken heart issue can be related to other verse from the same song:"How can I move on, when I'm still in love with you?". This is the main reason why my heart keeps being broken time after time. Someone said: "If you love something, set it free" but can this really be true? Can a person who loves another bear the pain to see them go?
The fact is, I don't know, I haven't tried, and to be honest, I'm not ready yet, and I don't know if I will ever be, to be even more honest!
Everyone knows, and I don't try to hide it either, I'm a weak person, and when it comes to the person I'm in love with it's even worse! So, knowing that about me, will I ever have the strenght to let him go, knowing that it will break my heart for good? Once again, I don't know... How can I do that, when the pain is already unbearable when I just have to say: "See you tomorrow!" Tell me! How can I do it! How can I leave him, when everytime I see him, I know that he is glad to see me?
How can I leave him, when his eyes shine everytime I step into a room?
How can I leave him, when he embraces me stronger when I say I have to go?
How can I leave him, when I hear the pain in his voice, when he complains I don't visit as often as I should?
Tell me! How can I do it?
Once he told me that sometimes the things you don't say are written in your eyes. And boy! Do his eyes talk to me! =)
But during the same cnversation, he told me that we shouldn't be together anymore, and at the same time his eyes were telling me that he wanted me. That been said, tell me, once again, How can I leave him?
In conclusion, after all my doubts were exposed, I leave you with the verse from the song: "How can I move on, when I'm still in love with you?"

Almost a song

If I hadn't anything else to offer you, would my soul be enough?

If I hadn't anymore reason to live, would you give your love to me?

If I hadn't the streght to cry anymore, would you ask the clouds to bring the rain?

If I needed to be alone, would you sat down next to me silent?

If I needed to run, would you drive away?

If I needed to sleep, would you offer your shoulder for me to lay my head on?

If I wanted to be distracted, would you tell me stories until I fell asleep?

If I commited a mistake, would you hold my hand and tell me that everything is going to be fine?

If I was scared, would you kiss me and hold me tight?

And after all we've been through, if I just needed you, would you stay?

Missing

What I'm about to tell you is the most absolut truth. You don't hve to brace yourselves, but this is one of the most important thing to me.
When the people I love are not near me, I'm not complete.
This may seem a little extreme, but it's the way I feel.
When I say "people I love", I'm reffering to my friends, my family, and nor only to the person I'm with right now (not that I'm with someone, but you understand).
I need these persons around me, they're my balance, the things that hold me to the ground, the glue that keeps me together. When they're not here , I'm not myself, and I don't calm down until they're here, now, safe and sound, sitting next to me... Well, they don't need to be right by my side, but I need them to be close by, just to know that they are just onde phone call away, or just a train's ride, calms me.
I'm telling you this, because right now, some of my friens are in a trip, and just thinking about that breaks my heart. To know that tomorow, when I go to school, I won't seem them like it's supposed to be, makes me want to cry.
The same happens with my family. I need it to be very close, very near. We have to be together, or there's no meaning to it.
I don't want you to think that I'm crazy, or that I'm too needy, no, it's not like that,it's just when don't have many things to be happy for, or when life isn't going has you wished it would be, you can always count on the people you love, and when they're not here, what's the point?
So, the last thing I have to say is: Please come back soon, and don't ever, ever leave me again!

To love and to want...

To love you and to want you, are two very sepparate things.
Right now, I don'T know if I love you, or if I want you.
If I wanted you, it would be much easier than to love you, because, if I wanted you, one day it would eventually not want you anymore, but if loved you... it would be forever.

Só Hoje!

Só Hoje
Jota Quest
Composição: Fernanda Mello e Rogério Flausino

Hoje eu preciso te encontrar de qualquer jeito
Nem que seja só pra te levar pra casa
Depois de um dia normal...
Olhar teus olhos de promessas fáceis
E te beijar a boca de um jeito que te faça rir
(que te faça rir)

Hoje eu preciso te abraçar...
Sentir teu cheiro de roupa limpa...
Pra esquecer os meus anseios e dormir em paz!

Hoje eu preciso ouvir qualquer palavra tua!
Qualquer frase exagerada que me faça sentir alegria...
Em estar vivo.

Hoje eu preciso tomar um café, ouvindo você suspirar...
Me dizendo que eu sou o causador da tua insônia...
Que eu faço tudo errado sempre, sempre.

Hoje preciso de você
Com qualquer humor, com qualquer sorriso
Hoje só tua presença
Vai me deixar feliz
Só hoje

Hoje eu preciso ouvir qualquer palavra tua!
Qualquer frase exagerada que me faça sentir alegria...
Em estar vivo.

Hoje eu preciso tomar um café, ouvindo você suspirar...
Me dizendo que eu sou o causador da tua insônia...
Que eu faço tudo errado sempre, sempre.

Hoje preciso de você...
Com qualquer humor, com qualquer sorriso!
Hoje só tua presença...
Vai me deixar feliz.
Só hoje



Eu as vezes sinto me mesmo assim...
Hoje só quero estar contigo... Só hoje...

Sabedoria...

" What can be more important than to find the perfect man??
Oh yes... to find the pefect shoes!"