Tuesday, March 24, 2009

"I'm not broke, I'm a broken hearted man"

This is a verse of a song by "The Script" from "The man who can't be moved" .
There are some other verses that I will share with you in the lenght of these thoughts.
"I'm not broke,I'm a broken hearted man". This verse may have a lot of meanings, but to me, one of them is very clear. Sometimes when your heart has been broken, to the people that are outside,it may seem that some other thing has happened, and that alone can drive you crazy. To me, it happens often, but on the other hand,my heart is broken constantly. Sometimes I think that everyday someone brakes my heart. It's not funny, but this thought just made me smile, because it is a bit ironic, how can someone's heart be broken so many times, when they haven't broken anyone's heart? It's funny isn't it?
Well, this broken heart issue can be related to other verse from the same song:"How can I move on, when I'm still in love with you?". This is the main reason why my heart keeps being broken time after time. Someone said: "If you love something, set it free" but can this really be true? Can a person who loves another bear the pain to see them go?
The fact is, I don't know, I haven't tried, and to be honest, I'm not ready yet, and I don't know if I will ever be, to be even more honest!
Everyone knows, and I don't try to hide it either, I'm a weak person, and when it comes to the person I'm in love with it's even worse! So, knowing that about me, will I ever have the strenght to let him go, knowing that it will break my heart for good? Once again, I don't know... How can I do that, when the pain is already unbearable when I just have to say: "See you tomorrow!" Tell me! How can I do it! How can I leave him, when everytime I see him, I know that he is glad to see me?
How can I leave him, when his eyes shine everytime I step into a room?
How can I leave him, when he embraces me stronger when I say I have to go?
How can I leave him, when I hear the pain in his voice, when he complains I don't visit as often as I should?
Tell me! How can I do it?
Once he told me that sometimes the things you don't say are written in your eyes. And boy! Do his eyes talk to me! =)
But during the same cnversation, he told me that we shouldn't be together anymore, and at the same time his eyes were telling me that he wanted me. That been said, tell me, once again, How can I leave him?
In conclusion, after all my doubts were exposed, I leave you with the verse from the song: "How can I move on, when I'm still in love with you?"

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

És bem mais forte do que aquilo que pensas!

t'adoro

bjinho