Friday, March 13, 2009

Missing

What I'm about to tell you is the most absolut truth. You don't hve to brace yourselves, but this is one of the most important thing to me.
When the people I love are not near me, I'm not complete.
This may seem a little extreme, but it's the way I feel.
When I say "people I love", I'm reffering to my friends, my family, and nor only to the person I'm with right now (not that I'm with someone, but you understand).
I need these persons around me, they're my balance, the things that hold me to the ground, the glue that keeps me together. When they're not here , I'm not myself, and I don't calm down until they're here, now, safe and sound, sitting next to me... Well, they don't need to be right by my side, but I need them to be close by, just to know that they are just onde phone call away, or just a train's ride, calms me.
I'm telling you this, because right now, some of my friens are in a trip, and just thinking about that breaks my heart. To know that tomorow, when I go to school, I won't seem them like it's supposed to be, makes me want to cry.
The same happens with my family. I need it to be very close, very near. We have to be together, or there's no meaning to it.
I don't want you to think that I'm crazy, or that I'm too needy, no, it's not like that,it's just when don't have many things to be happy for, or when life isn't going has you wished it would be, you can always count on the people you love, and when they're not here, what's the point?
So, the last thing I have to say is: Please come back soon, and don't ever, ever leave me again!

1 comment:

Xuxi said...

I know exactly what you mean. I´m experiencing the very same feeling right now here so far away from everyone I love. It is heartbreaking but somehow we have to discover strenght within us to move on.
I love you priminha linda! um gd beijo