Fear

Fear is something that gets a hold on you, when you least expect it... I'm going to be honest, I'm afraid of many things, to have an accident, to make mistakes at work, of thunderstorms, yes, thunderstorms... Most of the times you can't help it, and your fears get to you.
My deepest fear is to end up alone. Not alone like, alone at home late at night, or to live alone, that fear of loneliness is a part of personal growth, and I'm not afraid of personal growth, I'm afraid of having to go through life alone. I believe that our lives are made to be shared, to be witnessed by someone else, and that's the part that scares me, not have anyone with whom to share my life with... People tell me I'm young, and I shouldn't think about, that someone will come along, you just need to stop looking, or you just need to start looking... I don't know! It's not all the advice that bothers me, it's that feeling that creeps out every night when I turn of my light, that little voice in my head that wispers, another night, and you are still alone...
I just wish that this was over... That someone just could see the future and tell me, You will be fine!